Life After after this blogpost.

So I've done one of these future letters before several times. Once a handwritten one we did in junior high (which I never received because I moved) and once my sophomore year. I love doing these because it's like little surprises you send yourself . It's like when you find money you forgot you put there! That's the best part of these letters. And it always works best when you put real though into it. Last time I received my letter was earlier in March. I'll be quite honest. I was melancholy and nostalgic when I read it. It made me not like what I've become. It also made me realize the wrong I've done in life. But at the same time it made me realize that it's going to help me grow more in life. I will post a picture when I get home of my letter.

 (I found my letter)

Life after this blog post will be anything BUT ordinary. I have a lot planned for this break fun and strenuous. I have to get money for college and finish major scholarships but I also have to have fun and create documentaries and I think I will also start my senior project! I just hope that I can get enough people to join. I'm currently typing this post on my soccer bus ride to my game. I feel like my mind should be more focused on now but it's currently on this post. Which brings me to why I'm narrating my life at the moment. This girl across me said ,"oh this song reminds me of Shane" which made me laugh... Not only cause I know him. But cause little things like songs and letters make us remember the memories. Good and bad, healthy and noxious for us. ** continuing after watching the midnight premier of the desolation of smaug** Why do these little things have such a great affect on us? They can't hurt us physically. And for the most part they are inanimate. Isn't it weird that we can write a letter to our future selfs with a certain kind of emotion and upon receiving it, interpret it in a different emotion? I can't think right now because its 3:37 A.M on my birthday but I shall come back to this post.

I'm going to add more to this post when I get home.